My Portfolio My Way

A place where you can see and read about my past, my present, my future with photography and artwork also I explain myself in the best truthful way I can. Trust me when I say this you're not all going to like what I have to say. Some views on this page are mine and mine alone but not the aspects about being a beast those are the only way you become a beast period.

The Forgiveness

I won't bother you with all the pain, suffering and trials I have gone through in my life. But for what i have seen and heard I have gone through more than most people could go through in 10 life times, I went through years of counselling trying to deal and forget about all the evil and pain I caused even before getting help I thought I was good with myself but in recent years, I was still causing pain to people that didn't deserve it, you know who you are and I am truly sorry everything I did and caused I hope maybe someday you can forgive me, if not!, One thing I have learned in this life is you need forgiveness to move forward in your life, or you will just stay in that one place, the place no one wants to be in. that all being said I truly believe you need to be good with yourself to succeed in this life also.

In My Opinion Only

It's not the greatest but I think I'm doing my part trying to keep Rock and Roll alive in a world consumed by Rap music , if you want to call it that .. I was a heavy metal fan for most of my life but when I got serious about making music I realized that it wasn't my true calling with music .. I found my place in this unforgiving world and as close as I can describe it is " Rock blues with an alternative country mix blended in ... you may think different about that. But I have always said music is like religion everybody has their own beliefs.

Life Can Be Strange

We've all heard the saying and some of us it has come true, for me it took my son's death to realize that you should never wait or put off anything you wanna do in your life and what you feel is important to you " Take the leap of faith" if it turns out or it doesn't at least years later you won't be sitting there regretting that at least you didn't try. I took the leap of faith and I'm still in the process wondering if it was a good idea or not. Either way at least I know I tried, I'm proud of myself that I took on this venture should I have done it sooner in life ....Probably..... But at least now i know I tried.

You Think You Know Me!

Well, Maybe some of you think you do, but you don't not really anyways, like a thought hiding in the shadows and finally it has to come to the light. That's the way I look at it .. my musical talent was always there just needed to bring it to the light. So take it from me if you want to take this advice. If there's something in your life that has been causing that itch you can't scratch that thing you always wanted to be or do! Fucken do it people give it a shot and years down the road you won't be questioning that you should have tried it or not and at least if it worked out or not you will know that gave it a shot .. and thats it ..